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New Journal...

2004-05-25T23:47:35Z

I have a new journal. Click the pic.

i wish i knew you were safely at home

2004-05-25T22:16:39Z

How was your guys' morning?

Mine was terrible.

I woke up at 3 and started puking.

Then didn't fall asleep until 6'45.

Ben came and picked me up at 6'50.

I was back at home in bed by 8'45.

Oh how i love waking up for no reason.

Elections are tomorrow.

I am scared to death.

I do not want to lose to Tj.

Everyone should vote for me. :-)

Wish me luck

Don't let the door hit you in the ass

2004-05-21T22:26:34Z

This week has been really long.

But it is finally over. woot-woot.

I've been taking these birth control pills, and they make my stomach hurt really bad. And then they just make me plain hungry. Yesterday I ate 2 individual pizzas at lunch. Usually I can't even eat one. crazy man.

I am almost finished with my project for Mrs. Branoms'. All I have to do is make a poster board about acupuncture. Which will be easy.

We've been inputting surveys for the port thing. It's been taking a while. So that means I get to skip all of my classes on Monday. Because I need to make sure Mrs. Vinthers' intro classes stay on task. oh yea oh yea. lol. i am happy.

Ben is playing baseball again. This time for Highline as opposed to the school. So I went to his game last night. It was really boring. I felt like such a loser. I was all alone. It was funny though. Dj was there. And as we all know she thoroughly hates my guts. Well anyways... She always goes to these games and it's pretty much to see Ben. Well even these little girls new it. They were like 'why are we over here' and then the other girl was like' oh i know, it's so Dj can see Ben.' I thought her eyes were gonna pop out of her head. She was like' no that's not it.' Then she whispered in there ear that i was his g/f and the girls looked at me and were like" oooh" it provided me with much laughter. then back to my loserness until kathy came over to keep me company. Then they took me out to Azteca. It was really yummy.

I really wanna go to Gook's party tonight. But there is no way i can leave my house at 9 and show up at 2 in the morning. My mom would kill me.

Dammit

You got my shee-iiiit!

2004-05-17T22:57:42Z

School took forever today. It seemed like it would never end. But it did.

Brit is coming over tonight so that we can make things to get people to vote for me. We have to brain storm.

This was my weekend

Friday
+ Me and Kat came home
+Crazy man left me a message saying he was going to kill my family if we didn't leave 3 thousand dollars at lewis and clark
+We had a cop come to my house because of this-- the one and only Officer Ryan( From Chinook)
+His butt was looking as round as ever
+Kristie came over
+We called Ben, we all went to see Mean girls
+It was dumb, but still funny
+Dropped Ben off, came home and went swimming
+Katrina went home and me and Kristie pow wowed and laughed and ate a lot of food

Saturday
+Grandpa took us to breakfast
+Came home, called Katrina- she came over
+Watched Chasing Liberty and Love Don't Cost a Thing
+Went swimming
+Ate some good sandwhiches
+Kristie went home
+Kat and I took a nap
+Swam some more
+Went to Safeway for ice cream
+Ate the ice cream, then fell asleep

Sunday
+Woke up
+Ate doughnuts
+Went shopping- Got 2 new shirts, new flip flops and some other things
+Came home
+Kat went home, Ben came over
+Went swimming
+Went walking
+Ben went home, I went to sleep.

woot-woot. It actually was pretty entertaining though. Except for the crazy message man. That really was scarey. Kristie and I could not sleep. lol. We both kept waking up. It was scarey. but don't worry, we are all alive. Obviously.

this is the new Sugarcult video

Kristie-made of m&m's

Kristie-the real one

Again-the real one

Katrina

Again-katrina

Our sexxy feet

Katrina and Kristie

billy

someone come with me pweeez

2004-05-10T22:14:55Z

Civic Tour Presents Dashboard Confessional and Thrice
Seahawks Exhibition Center, Seattle, WA
Tue, Jun 1, 2004 07:00 PM
cost is $23.00

Man, I really wanna go see Dashboard Again. I know I am a total groupie. But really it's alright. Anywhoo. Someone should go with me. I am gonna order my tickets on Wed. So tell me if you wanna come pleeeez. lol.

Anyways... I am running for junior class president. So you guys' should come find me at school, sign my petition, then vote for me!! lol. It'd be oober cool of you. Brittany is gonna make up a slogan for me. lol. And then we're gonna make little pins and stuff.... well... at least that is what we're hoping to do.

Greg is no longer working with Herbert research. Which is the company we are working with in my DECA class. Which means we are screwed. WE have to give the presentation without the information be tallied correctly. I am really sad. Mrs. Vinther said we might even have to just stop everything. Which will really piss me off, because I've been busting my butt for this project for like the past month and 1/2. It's all I've done in marketing, plus I've missed a lot of my other classes. And if we have to stop because Hebert is being stupid. I will kill them. lol.

but yea. someone should really come with me to dashboard. Thrice will be there too!!

YANKEES WON AGAIN

2004-05-10T01:17:17Z

Because they rule.
The Mariners drool.
Anywhoo. I made 65 bucks yeseterday watching my cousins and their little friends. It was horrible. The little girl was terrible. I wanted to beat her. lol. But I didn't. Because I am nice.

Today was sooooo long. I woke up early because I was planning on making my mom breakfast, because she didn't have to be in work til 4. But they called her in early. So I had to wake up early too. Which is not cool. So I went to Safeway and got stuff to make her an omlet. THen I bought her a bouquet of flowers with irises and lillies. They're cute. She liked her cd too.

I got really bored. So i did a bunch of
Youre the Day Dream Fairy. Your kind and sweet and
you do nothing but daydream. Your dreams Are
wonderful and paradise. You no nothing of the
bad in the world and you are so clear in your
emotions> So please vote even if its a 1 !!!

Which Beautiful Amy Brown Fairy Are You? (with pretty pics)
brought to you by Quizilla

You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.

What kind of kiss are you?
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I need a life

2004-05-08T20:52:18Z

See my new icon? Ain't it cool. envy_my_demise made it. dun dun...

Yea so today. I went to the cemetary to see my grandma. It was weird. It's been almost 3 years since she's died. And this is the first time i've been there. It's really pretty though. They keep it looking good. And when the flowers die, they have people who come around to clean them up so the stones don't look all yucky and messy.

I think Kristie is gonna come over today, and stay the night. THen we're gonna go babysit my cousins at the Double Tree. Why at the Double Tree you may ask? So do I... lol. I have no idea, my aunt just called and asked if I could. But it's ok. Because I will be making mucho money. usually i get 5 bucks an hour for her 2 kids. But i am babysiting 4 kids. dun dun. big bucks for Kirsta. lol.

1. Thrown up in public?: yea, i throw up anywhere. savannas' house, anna's... lol
2. Made someone else throw up?: no
3. Held hands with someone?: Yes
4. Hugged someone outside your family?: yes
5. Kissed someone outside your family?: yes
6. Had a makeout session with the opposite gender?: yes
7. Had a makeout session with the same gender?: well, it wasnt long enough to be a make out session
8. Done a flip off a diving board?: no, they scare me
9. Punched someone?: yes
10. Been punched by someone?: yes
11. Lost a friendship over something stupid?: I think so
12. Gotten the friendship back afterward?: Don't remember
13. Tongue-kissed someone?: Yes
14. Shared a romantic moment with someone?: Yes
15. Cursed at your friends?: yes
16. Cursed at your family?: yes
17. Cursed because you could?: i try not to
18. Done any drugs?: no
19. Smoked?: yea
20. Drank?: yah
21. Pissed someone off before?: yah
22. Accidentally?: yes
23. Purposely?: Its fun
24. Had unprotected sex?:nope
25. Had sex?: yeah
26. Spent money for the sake of spending it?: yes
27. Tried to kill yourself before?: nah
28. Made fun of somebody out of boredom?: yes
29. Made someone cry?: Yah...it sucks
30. Been made fun of by someone?: yes
31. Been really depressed before?: dunno
32. Been to a psychiatrist before?: nope
33. Had a really freaky dream?: yes
34. Wet the bed?: When i was little
35. Faked being sick to miss school?: Who hasn't?
36. Actually made yourself sick to miss school?: nah
37. Had a freaky "fan girl" obsession?: yes, i am a groupie. lol.
38. Been in love with an anime character?: peter pan baby
39. Collected bottle caps?: um, no
40. Collected stamps?: no
41. Collected cards?: yes
42. Bragged about something to make someone jealous?: yes
43. Stolen?: no
44. Cheated?: yea
45. Lied?: Yes
46. Made fun of a religion?: no
47. Laughed at a racist joke?: yeah
48. Told a racist joke?: no
49. Visited a pornographic website?: no
50. Taken surveys like this out of boredom?: yeah, why do you think i am now

A is for age: 15
B is for boyfriend: yes, ben
C is for career: dunno
D is for dad's name: andy
E is for essential item to bring to a party: music, and alchohal
F is for favorite song at the moment: nerf herder//for you
G is for good movie you recently saw: home is where the heart is..
H is for hometown: Sburien
I is for instruments you play: no thank you
J is for Jewel that you like: saphire
K is for kids: no thanks
L is for living arrangements: mom, 2 brothers, grandpa
M is for mom's name: sharon
N is for number of people you've slept with: only 1
O is for overnight hospital stays: once, but not for me. for my grandma
P is for phobia[s]: thunder...lol
Q is for quote you like: dunno
R is for right, what's on your right: hairbursh
S is for sexual position: lol.
T is for time you wake up: between 5'30 and 3'45
U is for unique trait(s): i can spit, and make it almost touch the ground, then bring it bak into my mouth
V is for vegetable you love: cucumbers!
W is for worst habit: i dunno..
X is for x-rays you've had: dunno
Y is for yummy food you make: cookies
Z is for zodiac sign:virgo

ABOUT YOU
Your full name:: kirsta leigh dunlap
Age:: 15
Height:: 5'4"
Natural hair colour:: no idea
Eye colour:: ggreen/blue
Number of siblings:: 2 brothers
Glasses/contacts?:: nope
Piercings:: my ears
Tattoos:: none yet
Braces?:: no

FAVOURITE
Colour:: black
Band:: dashboard and brand new
Song:: "for you
Stuffed animal:: my teddy bear
Video game:: I dont know
TV show:: NEWLYWEDS. i know i'm a loser. and REAL WORLD
Movie:: Grease and home is where the heart is
Book:: "the bell jar" sylivia plath
Food:: fettucini

Game on a cell phone:: none
CD cover:: led zeplin-houses of the holy. it's got baby bums on it. it's cute. and a good cd too.
Flower:: a red rose, or a carnation
Scent:: vainlla
Animal:: frog
Comic book:: uhhhh
Cereal:: spongbob
Website::a lot
Cartoon:: spongebob

DO YOU
Play an instrument?:: no
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: no
Like to sing?:: yes
Have a job?:: no
Have a cell phone?:: yea
Like to play sports?::sometimes
Have a crush on someone?:: my boyfriend. i don't think that counts tho
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: no
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: 5
Have any special talents/skills?:: my spitting thing.
Excercise daily?:: sometimes
Like school?:: sometimes

CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?:: um, no
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: no
Speak any other languages?:: spanish. tu madre es muy bien en la cama
Go a day without food?:: yea
Stay up for more than 24 hours?::yes
Read music, not just tabs?:: no
Roll your tongue?:: Yes
Eat a whole pizza?:: yea

HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?:: yea
Cried to get out of trouble?:: yes,
Gotten lost in your city?:: yup
Seen a shooting star?::no
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: Canada
Had a serious surgery?:: no
Stolen something important to someone else?:: no
Solved a rubiks cube?:: no
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: yeah
Cried over a girl?:: yea, but not in a lesbian way
Cried over a boy?:: that's my life story
Kissed a random stranger?:: nope
Hugged a random stranger?:: yes
Been in a fist fight?:: nope
Been arrested?:: nope
Done drugs?:: no
Had alcohol?:: Yes
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: yes
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: yes
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: no
Swore at your parents?:: yeah
Been to warped tour?:: yes
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: yes
Been in love?:: Yes
Been close to love?:: yah
Been to a casino?:: yes like 7
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: no
Broken a bone?:: no
Gotten stitches?:: no
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: umm...no
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: no
Made homemade muffins?:: yes
Bitten someone?:: yes
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: disneyland
More than 5 times?:: yea more than 20
Been to niagra falls?:: nope
Burped in someones face?:: yah
Gotten the chicken pox?:: once

WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth:: this morning
Went to the bathroom:: 10 minutes ago
Saw a movie in theaters:: like 3 weeks ago
Read a book:: yesterday
Had a snow day:: over the winter
Had a party:: my....15th birthday party....
Had a slumber party:: same as the last one
Made fun of someone:: yesterday
Tripped in front of someone:: thursday
Went to the grocery store:: today
Got sick:: a while ago
Cursed:: yesterday

PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables:: fruit
Black/white:: black
Lights on/lights off:: off
TV/movie:: movie
Car/truck: truck
Body spray/lotion:: body spray
Cash/check:: Cash
Pillows/blankets:: Blankets
Headache/stomach ache:: headache
Paint/charcoal:: paint
Chinese food/mexican food:: mexican
Summer/winter:: summer
Snow/rain:: Rain
Fog/misty:: misty
Rock/rap:: rock
Meat/vegetarian:: meat
Boy/girl::boy
Chocolate/vanilla:: Chocolate
Sprinkles/icing:: icing
Cake/pie:: cake
French toast/french fries:: French fries
Strawberries/blueberries:: Strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool::ocean
Hugs/kisses:: .i dunno
Cookies/muffins:: Cookies
p33n/bewbz:: uhhh...huh?
Wallet/pocket:: wallet
Window/door:: window
Emo/goth: emo
Pink/purple:: Pink
Cat/dog:: cat
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: short
Pants/shorts:: pants
Winter break/spring break:: sping
Spring/autumn:: spring
Clouds/clear sky:: clear
Moon/mars:: Moon

FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?:: a lot
What are their names?: ..
Do you have a best friend?:: yea
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: yes
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?::i think guys
Have you ever lost a friend?:: depends on what you mean by lost
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: yea
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:: "how many times have you seen me change...." lol. me and brit
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:: yes
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:: i dont remember....
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:: got me through the hard times
Do you miss any of your old friends?:: yeah
What friend have you known the longest?:: savanna
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: yes
How often do you spend time with your friends?:: a lot
Do any of your friends drive?:: yes
Has a friend of yours ever died?:: not that im sure of
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: um. there's a lot. probably... me and andrea stalkig all her weird lovers
What do you think your friends think of you?:: weird....crazy....
Have you ever been in love?:: yes
If you have, with who?:: ben
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: no
What is your idea of the best date?:: dunno
What was your first kiss like?::lol. wow. it was sweet....
How old were you when you got your first kiss?:: 8th grade. it was on valentines day. i know i'm a loser...
Do you think love is a load of shit?:: somestimes.. lol.
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?: there's alot
Have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:: yes
Have you ever been dumped?:: only once. it was terrible
Have you ever dumped someone?:: yes
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex? having sex.

WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers:: warm
Hat:: annoying
Hard:: good
Free:: food
Space:: room
Taste:: yummy
Good charlotte:: shit
Red:: passion
Deep:: iwater
Heart:: broken
Cord:: blowdryer
Cheese:: yummy
Rain:: washington
Work:: boring
Pedal:: bike
Head:: neck
Bed:: sleep
Fluff:: pillow
Hardcore:: sex
Race: track
Knife:: die
Jump:: dunno

I....
am:: bored
want:: some lovin'... lol. j/p. i dunno
need:: food
crave:: er. fries
love:: my friends....family...
hate:: people who talk crap..
did:: nothing
feel:: bored
miss:: my grandma
am annoyed by:: people whotal kabout me
would rather:: be sleeping
am tired of:: stupid people
will always:: be cold

SILLY STUFF
What is your favourite genre of music? punk and emo
What time is it now?:: 1'47
What day is it?:: saturday
Whens the last time you called someone?:: 5 minutes ago
How much money do you have right now?:: uno dalores
Are you hungry?:: yea
Whatcha doin?:: waitin for my aunt to come pick me up
Do you like parades?:: sometimes
Do you like the moon?:: yes
What are you going to do when youre done with this?:: clean my room
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: no
If you could have any magical power what would it be?: fly
Have you ever had a picnic?:: yes
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?::yea
What about sock em boppers?:: no
Are you wearing any socks right now?:: no

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny? yea
pretty?:: no
sarcastic?:: yea
lazy?::yea
hyper?:: yea
friendly?:: yeah
evil?:: at times
smart?::yea
strong?:: nah
talented?:: no
dorky?:: yea

FOR OR AGAINST
suicide:: aghainst
love:: For
drunk drivers:: against
airplanes:: for
war:: against
canada:: i dunno. i think there you can drink wen your 18 tho. so for
united states:: For
rock music:: For
gay marriage:: For
school:: For
surveys:: For
parents:: for
cars:: For
killing:: against
britney spears:: against!
coffee:: For
pants:: against.. haha.

WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?:: yes. i really want to actually
Play strip poker?:: yah
Run away?:: yea
Curse at a teacher?:: yah
Not take a shower for a week?:: yea
Ask someone out?:: yes
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: no
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: yea
Go scuba diving?::yea
Write a book?:: yea
Become a rockstar?:: okay
Have casual sex?:: no

LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use?:: got2b
Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?:: um thursday
What kind of computer do you have?:: dell
What grade are you in?:: 10th
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: yes
Or just make out?:: yea
How many posters do you have in your room?:: to many to count..
How many cds do you have?:: more than 100
What time is it now?:: 1'50

You can do it

2004-05-07T00:58:50Z

Do this:

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I lovable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
29. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

like woah

2004-05-07T00:29:22Z

Ok, so this port project is driving me up a friggin' wall. Today I spent all of my third period trying to input information into a word document.

It took me 40 minutes.
Just to insert 30 surveys.
And that wasn't even the full survey.
If I keep it up like this, it will take the rest of my life.

I had Mrs. V email Nata for me. Because he will not acknowledge my phone calls or emails. His assistant can kiss my ASS. She is driving me crazy as well.

Oh well. Anyways...

Ben just went home. Now I am alone. That kinda rhymes.... I think.

I am really sad. I don't have anything to do this weekend. Because we were gonna have a Kristie-Katrina-Kirsta Pow wow weekend(KKK pow wow) But now we can't. Because Sunday is mothers day and yea. We can't. But I think we're gonna do it next weekend instead. And just make it the whole weekend. Because that will be funner. But yea. Maybe ben and i will go see a movie... we were gonna go with Steph and PAt, but Ben has a drive when they're going. So yea. Screws us up...

I should go do my science homework. That would be the smart thing. Since yea. I have a B in that class. But it is almost to an A. And I really want one. So yea.

Well I am gonna see if my grandpa will go get me food now. <33

I love you; from deep down there

2004-05-03T02:09:57Z

Today, could be one of the laziest days I've had. Everything is fine with me and Savanna now. I think at least.

But yea, back to my lazy day. I didn't do anything. I started to clean my room. I got my laundry picked up off the floor. And started clearing off my bed.

Bad idea.

Clean bed, means some place for me to lay down at. Which means... NAP TIME. lol.

So I slept for a few hours. Then Angelica called me. She was gonna come over here if my mom would give her a ride home. But by the time my mom called me back it was to late. So yea. That didn't work out. Maybe next weekend.

So then, I started some laundry. And watched t.v. woot-woot. lol. THen i started reading ' the king of torts.' I am almost done, and I really want to finish it because I have Amys' book, Rainbow High. That I really want to read.

Now to the Savanna thing. We emailed each other back and forth a bit. Actually, only like 3 times. But we said how we felt, and what we thought and I think things are all good now. We were both kind of worried about the same thing and yea. I really wish she was out here though. We're hoping this summer we can see each other more. HAHA. Sounds liek we're dating. but yea. I don't know if i want her driving up here though. I would like the deers to stay alive if at all possible.

I'm sorry:'(

2004-05-02T18:24:08Z

I screwed up majorly. I should of told someone something a while ago. But I didn't because I was scared about how she'd react. SHe is one of the most important people to me, and I screwed it up, and didn't even know it.

She sent me something, telling me how she felt. SHe said she lied, and that it still really bothered her. THe funny thing is, I figured she was still mad about it. But I kept telling myself she wasn't. Because I didn't want her to be.

But I was wrong.

I really don't know what to do. I feel bad, and saying sorry wont do any good. I mean, I am really truly sorry. But sometimes, sorry just doesn't cut it at all. And this just happens to be one of those times. I totally understand if she doesn't forgive me. But I really just want things to go back to the way they were. I also wish she was here. It'd be a lot easier for me.

I don't really know why I am posting this on here. Because no one but her knows what I am talking about it, so they can't really help. And not very many people read this anyways. But I just needed to say that so yea.

Sorry.

When masturbation's lost its fun

2004-05-01T17:03:26Z

Yeseterday was so easy. We didn't really do anything in any of my classes. It was great.

In Mrs. Loves we did the usual article things. Then in Mrs. Duffycanes we had to study the words for next week. Vinthers' was an SDD so all I did was bum around. Since I don't have to do any leadership or SII's because I am so cool. In Branoms people finished presenting, then math we had a test. Which I failed. IT was way crazy. And sixth we had a lockdown. It was dumb. The floor was really cold. And Jeff spent the whole time drawing on my foot.

After school I hung out for Ben's game because tennis got canceled. THen I braided Stephs hair for her. I saw Davey too. He was playin for Highline. I miss him, he was cool. He use to keep me company in Spanish class. But now he is an ass. And yea. Not so cool. I got burned really bad at the game. So yea. I went home with ben, we stopped at Steve and Edrie's. I love her, she is so nice. She put this cool stuff on my back to make it not hurt so much. THen i played with there dog for a while because it is damn cute and I want one just like it. THen KAthy took me and Ben back to there house. And we all hung out, then they took me out to dinner. It was yummy.

And Bill is the coolest, he can blow air out of his eye. How crazy is that? I was laughing so hard. IT was awesome.

hm... yea I think that is all the exciting stuff... WEll I did this little thing. It's funny.

My life is rated NC-17.
What is your life rated?

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2004-04-29T22:19:44Z

I really want summer to come.
Anyone know how many days of school we have left??

Doot-doot-da-dooom!

2004-04-28T22:56:57Z

I so love half days. We had 4th, 5th, and 6th periods today. It was cool.

My presentation for Mrs. Branom went pretty good. I don't know why, but I got really nervous. I mean, that is like the one class that I can totally act like a freak, and not feel embarrassed. But the minute I got up there, I got all nervous and my voice got really shakey. It was not cool. She let us give constructive criticism. And no one criticized mine. lol. Which makes me happy. Yea, all we did the whole period was have everyone present. It was good.

Math, was fine. I talked to Mr. Hensely about my grade, because before report cards went out he told me I had a c. But on my thing it showed a D. So he said he must of made a mistake. So that made me happy. Then we worked on a sample test, I actually know a majority of the stuff. So hopefully I will do good.

Science was good. We got new seats yesterday, So I sit by Abe, Thyda, Nick and Jordan. So I talked with them most the time because I finished my work early. And yea... Mrs. Greenwald wasn't there. But the sub was evil. She kept yelling at me to do my work. But I was already done. The goober.

We had tennis pics today. It was way to windy. My hair was all over the place.

I got Nerf Herders- how to meet girls. It's pretty good. Lame is like my new favorite song. :-) It's awesome. And I got a new skirt too. It's cute. I was gonna take a picture of me in it. But yea, my camera is doin' some weird stuff. And I went to Braodway over the weekend. I bought new hair dye, so I am dying it pink. And I also went to Sin City, which is where my friend got his nipple pierced(he says it's a good place) and I talked to the guy about getting an Industrial. But he said that I have "Adorable little fairy ears" and that he wouldn't pierce them. So we're doing this other cool thing... lol. It's cute tho. And it's only 45 bucks. So yea.

Steph came up to me today. And was like 'here i have a present for you.' So i go over to her, and she's diggin' through her purse, she gives me 2 handfuls of condoms. It was so funny. So we stashed them in Brit's bag, cuz i didn't have mine. So wen Brittany went in there she was freakin' out. She started throwing them in my locker. It was funny.

Well I have to go finish some homework, and clean my room. Toodle-loo

It's off the fuckin' chain, for rizzle

2004-04-28T02:25:19Z

I hate thunder.
It scares the shit out of me.
I am so sleeping with my mom tonight.

The airport surveys went good. WE got 305. WE wanted 400, but that works. So now the hard part is to put all the info we gathered into the computer. It is a huge mess. I tried getting my third period to tally the answers, and it got all unorganized so now we have to redo it

I have to present my persuasive essay for Mrs. Branom tomorrow. I am scaaared. lol. Luckily most people already think condoms should be in school, so I wont have to do to much persuading. lol.

Ben is driving me crazy. He gets so mad if I just talk to a guy, but yet he can hang all over anyone he wants. MAkes me so mad. He is now mad at me because I was talking to Abe and Nick, and he doesn't like them. Big freakin' deal. He talks to a ton of people I don't like and I don't say anything about it... Man. I am gonig to go crazy.

Now I am going crawl into my nice warm bed...

Just when I thought it would end

2004-04-22T23:15:51Z

Tomorrow is the last day of WASL. Woot-woot.

It's actually been easier than I thought it would be. Oh yea. And all my other classes have been oober-ly easy. Tomorrow we are watchin a movie in Spanish, so I am gonna bring my walkman and sleep for an hour and a half. Oh yea.

So the highlights of these last two days are...
+ My moms' car is really broken and she has to hot wire it to start it
+Got a new blow dryer, and a defuser
+I am getting sick again
+Ben has been in a really good mood all week long, I am worried
+No math homework alllllll week

Woo-hoo. Fun stuff huh? Yes I know.

I went swimming today. It was fun. My mom and I went, then we cleaned out the deeper part of the pool. It looks really good. We got new chemicals for it, they work better than the ones we had before.

Saturday I am going shrimping with Ben. It sounds really boring, and an awful lot like crabbing. Which I never liked to do. So it is lookin like a great opportunity to finish my book. Oh yea PARTAY.

aah

2004-04-21T00:43:33Z

My mom broke my blow dryer this morning. I want to cry. My hair will be horrible.

HELP!

Show me don't tell me

2004-04-20T22:00:17Z

WASL is incredibly gay.
But man, I love blocked schedule.
But not everyone having the same lunch.

Yesterday- We had testing 1st and 2nd period. The Language Arts part was easy. Because yea, it just was. But man, I really am terrible at math. I didn't know half of the stuff we were doing. So I just kind of skipped through stuff. THen went back and did it how I thought it should be done. Lunch was a huge mess. I cannot stand having everyone at one lunch. It took me forever to get into the cafeteria, everyone just stands around like their friggin' clueless. That and we have a bunch of people standing where we usually hang out. And of course it's all the damn freshman that i cannot stand. I dunno, I'm mean but whatever.THen i skipped tennis to go to Bens' baseball game. BAD IDEA. It rained the whole time. I was so wet and cold. THEn he friggin threw his catchers gear at me. Urg. I could of smacked him. SO yea I sat with Steph under the umbrella and stayed dry.

Fun stuff.

Today- More WASL. THis time for 4th and 5 th period. The math wasn't so hard today. Thank god. Lunch was once again and mess. And still annoying people. lol. I think I am just evil. But yea. And coool Katrina bought me jack in the box. It was yummy. And, I sang the bumble bee song with Brittney, and we jumped around and danced. THen we had to go to 6th period. Which was pretty cool. We had the Americorps people in there. And yea. We talked about things that were going on in Tyee, and yea. I thought it was pretty cool. But my class tends to act like asses and not pay attention. I just want to smack them.

Once again my meaness.

And i didn't have to walk home today. Because Dj gave me a ride because I am oh-so-cool. Lol. And so is he. :-) Except he shaved off all his hair. Which makes me sad, cuz his hair was awesome.

Ok well I am off. I have to clean the living room. Oh yea oh yea. And Sunday me and my mom are going to spend the day at Broadway. Without my brothers. It'll be fun.

I wanna knock your socks off

2004-04-18T20:01:40Z

Oh yea oh yea. My pool is ALL SET UP!!! :-) And it is heated too. I am gonna go swimming pretty soon. I have to go find my baithing suit though... I think my mom has it.

I went and got a new charm today for my bracelet. It's really cute. It's sunshine bear. It was friggin' 30 dollars. But it's ok, my grandpa said he didn't care. Cuz he's the one who got it for me. Cha cha.

Yea well I don't have anything else to say. Because, well yea. Cuz I am just a boring person like that.

I wouldn't be the least bit surprised that they'd all smoked marijuana cigarettes

2004-04-18T00:25:18Z

My mom is the best.
She bought me pizza.
And I don't have to pay her back.
Oh yes oh yes!

So yesterday- I went to a meeting with Cristal, Mrs. Vinther and Michael Drollinger who is this guy who is working on the Port thing with us. And we showed him a copy of the survey that yours truly(me) made, fixed and re-fixed, and he liked it! He said he could tell that we put a lot of work into it. And yea. I was really happy. But that bad thing was... I had to do most of the talking. Because I'm the one who put it together. But yea. It's ok. And Mrs. Vinther is like going crazy. Because she doesn't think we'll be able to finish it. But I think we will.

WASL starts on Monday. I am not at all looking forward to it.

Today- I went to get my ear pierced. Guess how much it is... 70 bucks! And that is there 'special'. i am mad. Cuz i only had 35 bucks. But I think my grandpa should be paying me next week, which will gimmie 55 bucks. So I think I am gonna see if my mom will just pay the difference. Then I came home and layed down, because I really don't feel well today. I didn't yesterday either though. You guys' should all be proud of me. I cleaned out my closet today... and I got rid of some of my clothes!!!!! Which I never ever do. But I am really sad because my mom told me I had to give away my favorite jeans. (My Mudds) So I decided to see if Katrina wanted them because I don't want them to go to someone who is just gonna abuse them... Yes I know I am weird. But there my favorite jeans in the world. But I lost to much weight, so even with a belt there to big.

We cleaned out my pool today. It is looking really good. If we can just get the heater working I will be able to go swimming tomorrow. I might anyways depending on how cold the water is, cuz my mom says it is suppose to be really nice.

My dumb dog got out today. And my brothers didn't even notice. A really cute policeman brought her back to us.

Leave me comments; so I feel loved

This better work

2004-04-13T22:56:42Z

Click the thing below this. It might not look like a link... but it is:-). It'll bring you to Kamerons' pictures. <3

Click mee

Go ahead

2004-04-13T22:21:49Z

I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less.

Ask me anything you want. Really. I'll answer anything.

Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.

Those little stinkers

2004-04-13T02:14:35Z

I, as usual. Stole this from my cool little amigo Kristin. Thanks hun.

Bold the movies you've seen.

1. X-Men
2. The Craft
3. X2
4. Swimfan
5. Fellowship of the Ring
6. Finding Nemo
7. Peter Pan
8. Home Alone
9. Aladdin
10. The Ring
11. 10 Things I Hate About You
12. Not Another Teen Movie
13. Spiceworld
14. 8 Mile
15. Bambi
16. Pirates of the Carribean
17. Edward Scissorhands
18. Stepmom
19. My Best Friends Wedding
20. 101 Dalmations
21. Scream
22. Scream 2
23. Scream 3
24. Big Daddy
25. Billy Madison
26. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
27. Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone
28. Heartbreakers
29. Dumb & Dumber
30. Two weeks notice
31. Scary Movie
32. Look Who's Talking
33. Blade
34. Blade II
35. O
36. Titanic
37. Carrie
38. Carrie 2: The Rage
39. Daddy Day Care
40. Legally Blonde
41. Austin Powers
42. Storm of the Century
43. Oliver and Company
44. Two Towers
45. Return of the King
46. Mighty Ducks
47. Fast and the Furious
48. 2Fast, 2 Furious
49. A Walk To Remember
50. XXX
51. Beauty and the Beast
52. I Know What You Did Last Summer
53. I Still Know What You Did Last Summer
54. Sound of Music
55. Mary Poppins
56. Tuck Everlasting
57. The Patriot
58. The Wizard of Oz
59. Killing Ms. Tingle
60. Crossroads
61. Now and Then
62. Pearl Harbor
63. Just Married
64. Cast Away
65. Radio Flyer
66. Final Destination
67. Lady and the Tramp
68. Shallow Hal
69. 40 Days and 40 Nights
70. Bring It On
71. Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory
72. The Outsiders
73. The Matrix -the second one-
74. Perfect Storm
75. Cruel Intentions
76. Never Been Kissed
77. Clueless
78. Bruce Almighty
79. Remember the Titans
81. Girl, Interrupted
82. SWAT
83. Sixth Sense
84. PhoneBooth
85. The Lion King
86. Urban Legends
87. Nightflier
88. Lion King 2
89. Little Mermaid
90. American Pie 1,2, and 3-
91. Center Stage
92. Scooby Doo
93. Bedazzled
94. Mrs. Doubtfire
95. Save the Last Dance
96. My Girl
97. American Beauty
98. Romeo & Juliet
99. Lost World
100. Casper
101. Miss Congeniality
102. The Rock
103. Face Off
104. Moulin Rouge
105. Sleeping Beauty
106. Alien
107. Tombstone
108. Lake Placid
109. The Recruit
110. The Shining
111. Pocahontas
112. French Kiss
113. Pretty Woman
114. Dirty Dancing
115. Italian Job
116. Love Actually
117. Identity
118. The Mummy
119. Drumline
120. Finding Forrester
121. Monster's Inc.
122. League of Extraordinary Gentlemen
123. Spawn
124. All I Want
125. Mallrats
126. Dogma
127. Rat Race
128. Stigmata
129. Eye Of The Beholder
130. To Die For
131. Gangs Of New York
132. A Clockwork Orange
133. Chicago
134. Big Fish
135. Donnie Darko
136. Chinatown
137. There's Something About Mary
138. National Security
139. What Dreams May Come
140. Lilo and Stitch
141. Selena
142. Les Miserables; Tenth Anniversary Concert
143. Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat
144. Oliver
145. The Haunting
146. Jane Eyre
147. Monty Python and The Holy Grail
148. Annie
149. Pleasantville
150. The Goodbye Girl
151. Evita
152. How to Deal
153. Drop Dead Gorgeous
154. Waiting for Guffman
155. The Breakfast Club
156. Best In Show

As you can see I have no life and have seen just about every movie there. <3

Decadence was all he wore

2004-04-13T00:08:41Z

I just got home from tennis.. woop woop. I really shouldn't go 2 weeks without running or practicing or anything like that. Because i am EXTREMELY tired. But it's alright. I feel better now that I am home. hehe. Ok so this is whats been going on with me.

Thursday: I worked Safeco. It was actually fun. I had to grill hot dogs. That was gross. LOL. And the dumb beer machine was leaking ALL OVER the floor. So my converse and dickies now smell like beer and hot dog juice. When I came home, my dad was lying under my moms car. It died on her way home from the mall. So she had to walk home then call her friend to come tow(sp?) it to the house. My dad worked his magic and it is all better now:-) Then Ben called me to see if I wanted to go with him to Best Buy. So I went and got the new Lucky Boyz Confusion... It is freakin awesome. For those of you who don't know them (Cough)Losers(Cough) THey sing that song i am always singing..." i don't wanna stand here and say i'm sry i just wanna drink beer and play atari." Yes anyways. I love it. It's a little more poppy, than I thought it would be. But it's still good. THen i got the Yeah YEah Yeah's CD. ugh... I am so dissapointed. I had heard a few songs off of it. And i had liked them. But now that I've listened to the whole thing... It is pretty not cool. This chick has no song writing talents at all. THe songs all have like 3 words to the lyrics. Then the rest is her making some weird sounds. It's... yea. lol. Pretty bad. But it was only 5 bucks so yea. Any whoo...

Friday: We left for Twisp. I slept the whole drive. We got there around 12'30. We said hello's then my grandparents took us out to lunch. It was really yummy. Poor Ben was so nervous. He just sat there the whole time. And when he did talk he'd just go on and on. I felt bad for him. But then once his parents got there later on that night he was fine. We also went shooting that day. I outshot Ben. lol. Which is really cool because I had never shot a pistol before, until then. HAHA BEN:-P lol.

Saturday: We had a big breakfast. My dad made this weird stuff. It was good tho. IT had like eggs and jalapino's and other stuff. THen i helped my little cousins dye easter eggs while Ben, His dad, my dad and my grandpa and uncle went out shooting. Then my and my aunt saddle'd up pride and took him riding. HE is the horse. It was fun. He almost flung me off tho. Then for dinner we had yummy ham and potatoes... it was great. THen we went and watched the adult play darts. Me and Ben went outside. We were laying there trying to find a shooting star, because I am a loser and have never seen one. But i couldn't find one. He found like 4 but yea. It's ok. It was fun.

Sunday: WE didn't really do much. we had a yummy breakfast. Then the boys hunted for easter eggs. Everyone was pretty busy packing up. When i got home. I had a eater basket FULL of peeps. I was so happy. lol.

Our pool is now being drained. IT should be ready in about a week. YAY!

I've got waffles, and I've got beer

2004-04-08T16:34:50Z

I have to work Safeco today.
It is way to early for me to be up.
I havn't written for a while.

This week has been pretty fun. On Monday i went and got my food permit. Then Savanna came over. We ate dinner and watched tv til like 10'30 then Ben came and picked us up and we went and saw Ladykillers. It was really weird. I don't even think it had a plot to it. lol. THen we had to wait for his brother to get off work so me and Savanna danced around the parking lot. it was great.

Tuesday... Kristie came over. And we lounged around all day. SAvanna and her watched William Hung 3 times!! lol. I was goin crazy.

THen wednesday Angelica came over and she brought the baby. He is sooo cute. I will post pictures later. IT was fun. WE left my mom to babysit Kameron. And we went and saw the Prince and Me.It was cute. THe lady sitting down by Savanna fell asleep... and she was snoring. lol. it was really funny. Then my grandpa took us all out to dinner, we drove Angelica home and Savanna went to Annas. then Ben came over. We watched some movies, and then we went to play with my puppy... who loves me el mucho-ly and sits on the front step to wait for me..

Well I am gonna go finish getting ready. I probably wont write til Sunday, cuz tomorrow i am leaving for Twisp. *kisses*